I live in a world of my own...

2008-11-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes parents don't find what they're looking for in their child, so they plant seeds for what they'd like to grow there instead. I've witnessed this with the former hockey player who takes his son outto skate before he could walk. Or in the mother who gave up her ballet dreams when she married, and now scrapes her daughter's hair into a bun and watches from the wings of the stage. We are not, as you'd expect ,orchestrating their lives; we are not even trying for a second chance.We're hoping that if this one thing takes root, it might take up enough light and space to keep something else from developing in our children:the disappointment we've already lived."

Quoted from jodi picoult : Vanishing acts

2008-10-16T20:56:00.004+08:00

13th & 14th Oct

Vision Screening @ Rainbow centre (A school for children with intellectual disability, multiple disabilities and autism)

Everytime when I have vision screening, I never fail to feel reluctant and dreadful to wake up because it either always starts very early, or that I have to travel far. but the weird thing is i always feel much alive when i'm carrying out my tasks, and I must say i really enjoyed interacting with these needy people, or be it just general public. A sense of satisfaction i must say, and this brought back what miss lek told me before, that you must really enjoy what you're doing if not sooner or later you'll be drained out by it ..

Anyways, I've chatted with one of the young teacher over there, and I came to know their jobs better and understand a little more about Autism.

Autistic kids do not just live in their own world and are always quiet, hiding somewhere in the corner. Autism is a brain disorder that impaired social interaction and communication, and people with autism have repetitive and restricted behaviour.

Some of the symptoms include:
+ Purpoely movement like hand flapping, body rocking
+ Compulsive behavious as they appear to follow rules
+ Perform daily activities the same way each time and repeat the same thing over and over again especially if they like doing it. eg: turning a door knob, imitating the tv characters
+ Easily distracted
+ Focusing only 1 thing at a time
+ Self injury ( which i've seen it, when they are under stress, or facing unfamiliar strangers or envirnoment which is out of their routine life)

(Autism can also be accompanied by hyperactivity)

Here are the photos (:

Color vision test

Oh and My mama finally came back from Europe, I've seen the photos and I went : wahlau, I go India you go Europe, what a big difference in the photos we've taken..

I'm so so envy because she went to the harry potter 9 3/4 platform, she went to the davinci code pyramid! And lotsa places with really nice architectures! RARR I will upload some photos in the next post!

2008-10-09T22:47:00.005+08:00

goodbye

Just yesterday, my cousin's dog went missing in the afternoon. The neigbour saw it running about at 3 plus pm and my cousin reached home at around 3.50pm to find that her dog was missing. Only at 7 pm plus we received the news, and I rushed down to her house in hope to find the dog. Another 2 of my cousins came at 11 to find too, but the dog was no where to be found.

And today i recevied a call : " Wanwan(the dog) was found.... but dead"
yes...The dog was found dead at the bus stop, with ants crawling all over...

It hit me and my family hard, and its unbelievable that it actually happened. if it was missing, then at least, we know its probably alive somewhere, but now, found ..dead..
If i went to the busstop to find, i could have found her alive, if i went all the way there..

Its puzzling, how the dog manage to get out the house, and its blood boiling as there might be a high possiblity that someone actually attempt to kill it. I really hope not. I heard from my cousin there's this indian man who always tried to beat the dog up but HELLO its just a small innocent dog, screw him if he's the one!

ARGH. I always thought if the dog was able to get some training, perhaps she would be able to enter competition. she can sprint really fast, and jump really high, great agility, and she's gentle in nature, but perhaps she was too timid and gentle and that brought her down...

sigh.

things arent going smoothly ever since i'm back..

Anyways photos from my india trip are all here
http://indiavisionoutreached.shutterfly.com/

2008-10-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

Have been logging in to friendster.. and i just did
well everytime I browse at selective bunch of friends, haha they never fail to amaze me in some ways. Ok I shoudn't be reacting that way I guess because its been long since I graduated from secondary school and of course primary school. People do change right?

And everytime I thought to myself Why hadnt I changed much? I still look the same, still behave like what I used to be just that I learnt much more about life that I see things in a different way already, not as childish, and selfish compared to who i used to be. When I see my friends having funs and great nights out there, huge company of friends, I'm envy honestly. how much fun have I missed out?

Then.. I questioned myself again whether fun is what I want? Which are the things I want to do most?

Here is the list:

1) Spend more time with my family
2) Be an active volunteer in community service
3) Learn to live, perspective of life and mindsets
4) Connecting with more people be it young or old.
5) making more friends
6) Play! fun! getalife

2008-09-30T12:47:00.008+08:00

i've decided to remove the caption !

Back from India finally!! :D

I cant wait to come back while I'm in india because I'm starving over there, while people were stuffing themselves with local food. Hence I've lost abit of weight and become botak bamboo pole while they've gained weight.haha. I remember the first and second day I was there, I already told myself singapore is just a perfect place to be in. Be it the food, living conditions, cleaniness, organizations, buildings, transport every tiny little thing, they are just too perfect and ready for us to live in. While over there at India, its polluted air, drains, water etc. me ailian and jess was even thinking how we are to brush our teeth as we were told the tap water is not safe to consume.

Despite the majority of things they have lacked of over there, the imperfect place has molded people of great personality who possesses great skills and humanity. People there are contented with what they have, proactive, straightforward, eager to learn, willing to take the hardships, warm, and individualistic is not what they seek for. In india, the optometrist work/study 12 hrs a day spending most of their times seeing 100s of patients a day. While us in singapore we only see 3 patients in a day, and we were all complaining how tired it is.

In the perfect place in singapore, where everything is already planned and a path already laid ahead of us, and also with the mentality of " if i get good grades, i will go into good course, good uni.." "If I" "If I" when I comes first, when our government unknowingly emphasize on individualistic. Imperfect people and younger generations like us were then being brought up a wrong way. We became more self centred, Like how i dislike my juniors because they only listen to themselves. we think about ourselves first, and we GIVE only if we know it BENEFITS us, or in someways allow us to gain what we want. A talk with Mr sim that day allowed me to understand the "Essence' of the india trip.

Its visible during the india trip, how we had behaved, and that when we were all stripped off from our computers, connections with our families, and we have to take care of one another be it whether you like that person or not, people became more caring, and understand the importance of human interactions and relationships.

Alright I shall continue another day! hopefully with peeeektures when i've got them all (:
*Stuffing myself with food and more food eevryday!*

2008-09-09T00:03:00.004+08:00

5 more days to my India Industrial Training programme

sofastsofastsofast! I remember months ago we were still planning, and just not long ago still doing spectacle recycling and had a meeting. Now its just left with preparation and preparation.

Learning telugu language so as to communicate with the villagers during vision screening, oh and of cos for a better bargain perhaps while i'm happily shopping during the recreation time. (If there's anything to buy)

Here's an example: Do you see any flashes or floaters in front of your eyes?

Mee kanti mundhu merupulu leda nalla matchalu kanipistunnaya?

Other than learning telugu language, its a headache packing my luggage, there's just too much things I wanna bring over there to make myself at least comfortable and able to sleep over there. And I have to prepare my pathology notes just in case any of us see any weird cases we do not how to manage. ( hmm or we would most probably just referreferreferrefer?)

I'm excited to see the architecture buildings of hyderabad, and of cos, take losta ahem artistic photos if i can. haha (:

And I hopehopehopehopehope that iwont fall very sick over there,because i'll have to seek for comfort and peace in mind by calling back or smsing. BUT they are both so bloody expensive. auto roaming - $6++ per MINUTE! gosh. hope konda can get us each a india SIM card.

2008-08-18T15:13:00.002+08:00

Just bought a PSP online for 300 bucks, Was really happy at first, but I dont know whether I should have bought this. Like How I detest kids who play it because they only interact with their psp rather than humans. WELL! I wont be like this for sure. Because I would probably needa sleep on train rides haha. Hopefully it can kill abit of bordem when I'm india.

It may not be the best buy and price out there, but, well, the market is just too big for me to go search for it because I know nuts about it. Since this person is offering like the color I wanted and the price still somewhat reasonable, so why not?

argh.

fingers crossed!

2008-07-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

HEH that's your favourite species of dog! ok but it seems kinda ugly when drawn out, haha ugly but adorable la! It's been 5 years of friendship, though i think i've only spent 4 years of b'day with you and the others, like i've written in the card, i officially owe you 2presents still, haha 1 year do passed by really fast that the "thing" i'm suppose to do is still lying there. I'm really sorry....

ANYWAYS! hope you'll enjoy these couple of days though it seems alittle uneventful. faster find a day for singapore FLYER!! SHOOOOOOOO!

2008-07-21T23:02:00.005+08:00

只要放慢脚步，注意周围的人与物，你不难发现岁月所留下的点点滴滴。
最近的身体不适，使我不得不放慢脚步，相对的在家的时间多了一些些，仔细的看着我老妈，才惊然发现她老了许多，脸上浮现的皱纹，渐渐松弛的皮肤，体力也不如从前。心里突然酸酸的，很不识滋味，好想能多花时间和她相处。

还有一个人，是我一生最疼爱与敬佩的人，从我出生到现在她都不离不弃的照顾整个家，大小事都由她一手包办。她对这家的付出是大家所认同的。她… 是我奶奶， 86 岁的她依然很健壮，但和以前比起来还是叉了许多，看着她每天脆着背，听觉视力减退，还免强的为着家而努力，百年如一日的忙着，想到那份执着，心里总会有刺痛的感觉，泪水也不禁在眼眶中打转，我知道和她相处的时间不是永恒，所以跟加看不开。没有她的日子要怎么过? 每天回到家能看到她坐在那熟悉的位置以是习惯。

2008-07-13T23:38:00.004+08:00

My gastric problem is slowly recovering, and I'm feeling much better as compared to a month ago. It was torturous as I could not stay out for too long, I could not eat, I felt nauseous, and most importantly, I've irritated people around me like my family and bestie as I always moan and moan over my discomfort. I'm like spilling cold blanket, I could not even stay for my friend's birthday celebration for long. sigh.I apologize to whom I've caused inconvenience too, and i thank them for all the care and concern, plus the tolerating part. BUT I'm feeling better after I've tried like various methods. From western medicine to chinese ones, chewing on green fresh leaves everyday, stuffing sweets to make me feel better and not forgetting bringing my medicine and plastic bag everywhere i go.
I guess its really part of psychological that made me felt even more sick than I actually am.

OH, my phobia for bugis hasn't ended.
I'm currently avoiding crowds as i get dizzy easily, i avoid eating outside, because i've limited choices like ALWAYS EATING: FISH SOUP, YONG TAU FOO, BROWN RICE, FISH BALL SOUP. I eat brown rice for my 3 meals! although feeling much better, i still would bring food along with me as i have to eat lesser portions MORE meals. I would also bring sweets, water, hmmm medicine, my leaves. yep. troublesome, but at least it allows me to last longer outside.
And I'm trying not to complain so much and be stronger! because i realise a few of my classmates are having worser gastric problems! Yep, and i'll endure even if things are getting worse in india. I hope i can pull through that trip. HA.

Had work as usual today at the optical shop. i met this female patient from china *rolls my eyes*, she wanted to fit contact lenses, I thought it would be an easy case for me, however I was wrong. While checking her eye health, i realise there are some abnormalities on her intraocular lens in both eyes. I doubt wad i saw, and proceed on with the refraction. Whatever lenses i put on for her, it doesnt make her vision improve. I panicked. And she seemed to be doubting me. I told her i acty saw something on her lens just now ( IN SHIT CHINESE) and she doesnt seem to understand me at all and got so worried. I was so lost, and ran for help. and indeed she did have congenital cataract, and I was right acty. But i doubted myself which I shouldnt be. But my colleague could get the best vision when i couldnt.

so the bottom line for myself today is, To trust myself, have more confidence, having more self confidence will somewhat affect the patient's psychological thinking and when they believe in us, they would somehow magically see what they should be seeing. wooo!

when you doubt yourself, they can feel it, and they doubt you, when they doubt you, even if you're doing the correct thing, they would still say " CANNOT SEE!"

2008-06-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm like a deflated balloon right now, I just, cant lift, myself up and OUT of it

This blog template suddenly seems too lively for the lifeless..

2008-06-12T22:21:00.004+08:00

I never knew the truth would give me such an impact,
Perhaps, it was too long since I last saw....
Kindness even till now, always there, not just for me as i foolishly thought so

let go

sigh, its too stressful, till I cant breathe once again, exactly like a stone pressing against my chest. I'm going for meditation with my mum, in hope to eliminate those stress that's on me right now. I needa BREATHE once again. BREATHE...

2008-06-11T23:54:00.003+08:00

Staring at the photo
I dont know what's that kind of feeling going through in me right now
I didnt know it can affect me that much
and I dont know whether I should be looking out for the answer
I hope it is not what I thought it will turn out to be..
I really hope not.

2008-06-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

Just some random photos to fill up my blogspace alittle. Sigh, things haven been going smoothly for me since i dont know when. I thought it was going pretty fine at the beginning of year, but things just get worse. I'm so sick of it.

final year project is uberirritating!!!

whenever I try to type something in a new entry, i'm at a loss of words.
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2008-04-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

Sister's graduation! (:
When will be mine?

ITP is finally over. GREAT. A new term is starting again. I'm year 3 already, thats fast. oh well, hopefully a smooth riding one.

2008-02-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

oh well its CNY again, ha I'm not excited about it AT ALL.
Just sick of it.

Didnt buy any new year clothes as I'm more bothered about my attachment clothes and stuffs.
Went Shengshiong with my family to stock up food for cny, vegetables and pork are wee bit in shortage due to china's weather? yep and I'm Utterly disappointed with ALL the people at both ntuc and shengshiong supermart. I dare to say my family was the only one who brought recycle bags with us. Disappointment. Ok But i've to admit I still took plastic bags because my house needs it for rubbish, and my mum 's complaining that we're lacking of bags for rubbish.

sigh.
wadever
when can those people wake up and be aware of the seriousness of those environmental pollutions

2008-02-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

yessssss I'm back to update alittle (:

My blog is half dead I guess. But my blog is still one of the strong survivours among the rest! 530th post since secondary 2! I'm proud of this little achievement.HA wadever

EXAMS were over finally, had a hard time though there's only 3 examinable papers. Struggled through with the help of bestie, If it werent her I guess I might have given up already. thanks.
And the end of Exam marks the end of Year 2 too! A tough year to pass, not just stress from the modules itself but other stuffs which made a huge difference to the situation right now.

CNY is coming, with ATTACHMENT immediately after it (*visit me at people's park PEARL'S OPTICAL!*) Trying to shop as much as I can from now for cny clothes and working clothes! ARGH kinda sucks thinking about the routine work life, 6 days a week, 10hrs a day, only 25$/d??! oh ya and not to mention the ohsonice partner with me.

oh oh! There's quite a few movies which I wanna watch (: MOVIESSSSS
shall end for today.

* TO JULIA* I cant freaking type any faster than you man, haha *thumbs up*.

2007-12-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

Holidays. Finally.
Many MANY things to do.
I will regret it BIG TIME if I'm not gonna make full use of it.
oh well.
Put that aside for now

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
I CANT WAIT!

MY FAVOURITE FESTIVE SEASON!!
cant wait cant wait!

oh that reminds me. I have to buy xmas presents.
oh well~ oh well~

2007-12-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO! : D Its GOURMET'S TIME AGAINNNNN!!!!!

I Went with my family to try some authentic french food as a celebration for my birthday. Its a 5 min walk from Farrer Park mrt station. Located just by the main road, no air-con people, so its not your normal posh restaurant where you have to wear formal clothes there. Although its a weekday, but after 7pm, the restaurant was almost full, And do note that there's NO RESERVATIONS! Be there early (:

Exact location: 544 Serangoon Road
Restaurant Name : The French Stall

my cool grandmoma!

For a starter, we ordered Soup of the day and Escargot with bread. (and extra order of garlic bread)

On the left of pict, the black stuffs are escargots! YUM! The escargots were well marinated and cooked with garlic and some herbs, so it doesnt stink or taste disgusting. VERY NICE!

They used the same garlic on these garlic bread with butter. Toasted to perfection, it is crispy on the outside and soft in the inner. SERVED HOT! :)

And after I finished the starter I'm half full already, that answers my query of why western dishes are always in small proportions. Because you are eating the set meal that is!

Next UP! >>> MAIN COURSE

Grilled Lamb Chop with Pan Fried Marinated Eggplant & Garlic scented Mashed Potato

AHH! That's my order! heh! A very good choice of course (: Its one of the best lamb chops i've eaten before. I used to eat lamb chops which are pathetically small. And this isnt! Medium well 75% cooked on the outside and not so in the inner. which makes the meat tender and juicier! OH NO lamb smell! lovelove!

Grilled Pork Chop with Gratinated Potatoes Dauphinois.

My sister's order! Uh My sister said it was okay better than the chicken. But I feel both are acceptable nice only. haha especially the chicken, You can taste it elsewhere too perhaps.

Chicken leg "Chasseur" style with Saute Potatos

Steam Rolled Dory Fillet With garlic Served Mashed potatoes.

If you are looking for fish, or something more healthy less oily. This would be the best choice. My mama ordered this. I took a bit of it to try. The fish is fresh, soft, smooth and doesnt taste fishy. But its abit too blend for my tastebuds though! haha I still love my meeeeat.

Duck breast meat ( I forgot the full name)

That's my grandma's order! She wanted it cooked, and the result, tough meat. spoils the texture when the meat is well done. It would taste very nice if its medium well 50% or 75% if you think its too raw. 4 generous pieces of breast meat, tgt with gravy and a sticky rice thing beneath. Not sure what's that but it makes you very full. haha. dont really fancy it.

ALRIGHT! DESSSSSSERTS!

We ordered Chocolate Souffle, Honey cheese Cake and Pudding

I personally like the cheese cake alot. very thick cheese yet not have the cheesy taste.
haha dont know how to describe but its yummy

I like the souffle yet hate it. I like it because it is very hot! its like baked crust outside and totally soft inside like musse. I hate it because it is dark chocolate. NOT SWEET AT ALL !!

5 of us ate a total of $121.35 inclusive of gst and serv charge.
The meal last 1 1/2 hour
Great ambience
Enjoyable meal !

Interior of retaurant

2007-12-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

OKAY! ITS WEESING GOURMET'S TIME AGAIN! (: woa woa woa have been really really lazy to update and photos just kept piling up!

fondueeeeeee! From Häagen-Dazs, well well the fondue was alright only and yet it was super overpriced, not worth at all considering that it costs $42.90. You just get the fun out of it.

NEXT UP! A PLACE OF GOOD AFFORDABLE FOOD WITH NO GST! NO SERVICE CHARGE!!

Eastern-Northern Restaurant/ "Dong bei Xiao chi"

This place is situated along the east coast road, only a bus stop away from roxy square. Bus available: 32,14,12,10 etc

For a starter I would always order the sliced cucumber mixed with garlic, raddish, soy sauce,seasme oil etc. Crunchy and refreshing I would describe (:

As for their dumplings, "san xian guo tie" is one of my favourites too. The generous filling of pork and cabbage wrapped in perfect thickness of dumpling skin, wooo YUM! really. so worth so worth. Another dish is called " cong you bing" *picture below on the left*
"taste like prata" wanhua commented. OKay i seriously dont know how I should comment on it. oh mann time to go search for some better vocabs!

DINGDING! I'm in love with fish soup lately. And I've high expectations for the fish I'm eating.
Alot of places sell disappointing quality of fish. I HATE FISHY SMELL and ROUGH TEXTURE FISH. BUT! TWO places so far sell fish soup that have met my expectations. 1. Aljunied market 2. AMOY food centre

TANJONG PAGAR AMOY FOOD CENTRE!
LEVEL 2

The stall only open till maybe around 4 plus 5. LATE=NO FISH SOUP
LUNCHTIME HOUR=LONG QUEUE

Fish soup with rice cost $3.80. Very reasonable price though there's only like lettuce and sliced fish. generous serving of fish, each of them has got a very smooth texture and most importantly, NOT FISHY AT ALL. (:

NEXT XING WANG HONGKONG CAFE
actually I didnt really wanna comment about the food there. But since i've got the photos.
well, I tried the Baked rice, and its a worthy choice for CHEESE lover! THICK HOT LAYER OF CHEESE, taste just like those cheese on the pizza. You can choose beef baked rice, chicken chop baked rice etc.
beef is not bad there. they give alot.
not mentioning the huge amount of rice they serve tgt with.
filling!

2007-11-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

I was expecting a screwed up day at work today, having in mind that i havta wake up early in the morning when i've no school, havta travel all the way to west mall, and to stand and work for 12 hours talking my throat out.

Yet, today's work was an enriching one. Just the day before that I was asking myself why I continued to work with JnJ why I want to take up this job when I could rest during my weekends. Initially, I worked because I wanted to get the feel of the working environment, and most importantly to be forth coming and able to interact with workmates and customers, relaying what i've learnt in school and applying the knowledge in a form where everybody could understand. I remember my first road show, was quite bad, i dare not speak up because I've little knowledge of lens product, I realised I couldn very much apply what i've learnt and most importantly I've forgotten very much what i've learnt.

But through the roadshows, though I hardly work, I did gain that little confidence to sell the lenses. Honestly, i'm really bad in promoting skills, all i could do was to tell whatever I know about lenses, contact lenses and eye health to them, allowing them to understand the benefits of our lenses and eye wellness rather than looking only at the price.

I chatted with the acc manager today, and I learnt so much more of how JnJ is keen to raise the awareness among the lens wearers. And he made me realise the responsiblity i have over the lens wearers, educating them the right ways to choose the right lens, and handling the lens even if they ultimately decided not to buy it. At least they know, and in fact I see many shocking faces when I told them about lens stuffs, and many wore lenses way out of the date of disposal.

Like he said, lens wearers should know that they arent buying contact lenses like they buy dresses. They should have their own responsiblity over it, and not pointing fingers, pushing blames to the cl companies upon any lens related problems when fda had approved. The truth is They arent even taking good care of their lenses.

Oh yea, and I saw Renu and Complete MPS resurfacing in market again. From No rub label to Easy rub.

alright that's all for today.

2007-11-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

It's been pretty long since i've updated.
Each time I come to the blogger page,
each time I click on create new post and
each time I attempted to fill in the blank, I'm still not able to come up with a proper blog entry. I've saved many half done entries not knowing what to do about it. I lack some info here and there.
And there are just too many too many thoughts up in my mind that i've failed to clear.
Although I lead a rather routine like life, so much thoughts lie within, the bad things outnumber the good.
Disappointments followed each ugly truth, seen through it once and more just come by.
Even if my eyes were shut, my ears would widely be open.
Much more revealed, contradictions, actions, behaviour,tone,.........
well well. I'm exhausted.

2007-09-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

ITS WEESING'S GOURMET ENTRY AGAIN! (:
THIS WEEK, I'M GONNA INTRODUCE YOU THE TWO MUST EAT DISHES!

DINGDING! WANTON MEE! Me and Bestie's all time favourite! I swear that its the best wanton mee i've eaten in my 18 years of life! i've tried countless places and still this is the best (: Great wanton, Heavenly made sauce and NOT FORGETTING! our favourite of the favourite! LA POK or pork lard (:

it is situated at aljunied crescent, hmm beside the basketball complex

stall name: QUAN JI YUN TUN MIAN

NEXT UP! (: Korean food! If you wanna taste some traditional, zhen zhong korean cuisine but on a tight budget, or you are just reluctant to pay the 7% gst service charge and what not yet still wanna try korean food. THEN THIS WILL BE THE BEST CHOICE!

The Chinatown area is known for Chinese New Year goodies, travel agencies and local gastronomic delights. Little-known, however, is a little gem of a Korean restaurant, located in the confines of Mosque Street . Togi Korean restaurant!

For the uninitiated, perhaps a good introduction to Korean food is the Dol Sot Bi Bim Bab ($10), which consists of vegetables, beef/chicken/pork, mushroom, egg and rice, served steaming and fragrant in a hot stone bowl.(on the right of photo) Mixed with Korean-style chilli, the result is a literal melting pot of colours and flavours that you just can't get enough of!

oh! bestie's favourite side dish because she dont really like the others. (: I dont really know how to eat the side dishes too. which is a pity.

Restaurant : TOGI

Location: 11 mosque street, opposite CTC travel agency

Opening hours :
Mon - Sat: 12pm - 11pm, 6pm - 9.30pm

Have a satisfying experience!

2007-09-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

First day of school today for me
Not much feelings though, not like back then when i was in primary / secondary school.
well!
First day first thing, practical lesson. Still abit scared of practical sessions in recollection of my last sem's practical exam. BUT, i did listen attentively (: Fitting of rgp lens,hmmm I may not be as good as others but still managed to complete the insertion and removal of lens! cheers for me!

Biostatistic is a module that bores me inside out even before i attend any of the lessons. EXCEL! MY GOD, i would just doze off if i were in year 1. Buti know i cant now, ROARRRR will buck up!

2007-09-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

谢谢你的礼物
除了那十七颗星星，在礼物中还看到了你第十八颗的用心于心意。
随着故事的完结，我们也划下了完整的结尾

像你所听说的，:"每一个离开你的人都会是那些你将感激的人。因为他们的离开让你找到了那会留在你身边的人。可能当他们离你而去时你不会发现到这一点，不过他们都会成为你生命的那一首歌的音符。"

还是朋友 (:

2007-09-13T13:18:00.000+08:00

13th of september 2007 marks my 3rd year of blogging (:

From 2004. when I'm only in secondary two, till 2007 when i'm already a 2nd year poly student, I' ve really been through alot. All those wonderful times I had with my friends, countless movies,chalets,outings,birthdays. All those emotions experienced(some were really childish). Friends who went in and out of my life, and those few who walked me through everything even till now. Thank you, I wouldnt forget the times we spent together, and even if i do, My blog will keep me reminded at all times (:

As we continue to grow, our paces just gets faster, as there's no way to slow it down, i just wish the best for all of them! (:

2007-09-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

REALITY

no matter how ugly or cruel

there's nothing i can do

but to accept it

I must grow UP and OUT of my comfort zone ..

gettout of those foolish thoughts that i always have

and stop being a softie who always have to rely on someone older since young.

I must be tough enough so as to fight against the devil of reality.

2007-09-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

IKEA SWEDEN MEATBALL! YUMMY (:

This Huge biscuit is obviously so much bigger than my head! I thought i'll never get to eat it ever again! The first time iate it was when my cousin got it over from overseas. Whats the taste like then? well! I doubt many would like it except me my grandmoma and aunt! haha, its tasteless and rough. Havta eat it with butter or other flavour enhancing sauces! the more you eat the the more tasty it becomes!

For healthier choice! Choose this (:

This week's gonna be a busy one!

2007-09-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

1st of Sept, A day which was much filled with all sorts of different kind of feelings. Not sure which is the best word to describe that kinda Rojak feeling. Well, I dont know what to say too, sighs..

Wenta queued up for collection of passport in the late morning and waited 2 hours, 1000+ of passports issued before it was finally my turn. Had lunch with mom at bugis ajitei, Love the food there, prices were reasonably affordable! best for students like us. I especially love this potato wedges with cheese (baked) highly recommended for cheeessee lovers!

It was pouring after our lunch, and not far away from us we saw these two moms carrying their kids, they needed shelter over to the opposite path. Without hesitation, my mom approached the two moms and offered to shelter them over. She went back and forth to shelter both of them, and I stood quietly behind watching her every move.I smiled. I'm proud of my mom from deep within as she's ever so helpful to others. Her clothes were all wet,yet it didnt really matter to her...She's a role model whom i would always idolize (:

hmm i guess that's all for today

2007-08-31T01:37:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i've had a good long chat with jasmine over msn.

Felt great. We talk about alot of things, and I really enjoyed it! haha (:

The rare long chats we had never fail to remind me of our good old past back in secondary school. My best table partner!

Cant wait for the basketball session this saturday!

CYA DUDE! :DD

2007-08-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

:DDDDDDDD

It was on the shelf...

AND NOW ITS MINE! (:

Went shopping with bestie few days ago, and saw this pair of shoes displaying at taka. *Ding Ding* The next moment our stinky and tired feet were sitting in the shoes, awwww! sooooo comfortable! Turn over and saw that it costs $112. Good thing i've got $100 dollars taka voucher, so few days later which is today(after muchmuch thought and struggles), we went back again to buy it (: Hardly would i feel so happy after buying something, yay to myself!

This pair of shoes will hopefully be with me till say... 10 years later!

2007-08-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

Exams were LOOOONG OVER! I know i screwed up some of the important modules but well, its over already! (: Wadever it is i'm gonna enjoy and enjoy and enjoy my holidays!! not forgetting that i must work in order to pay for my enjoyment! weeeeeeeeee
Had sub com outing yesterday at vivo!

Cs sub com at terra Cafe! I was still feeling hungry after the meal =/

wooo thats Lil miss LOUD! But what to do? cs sub com still cant do w/o this important lady here! (: she creates great atmosphere! haha

fellicia and julia! b'day celebration for them! oh and that happy man is our outing organiser, kerwin

we sat at the open area for pretty long, enjoying the breeze chatting, looking at the big big patch of clouds, and lame jokes as usual (: oh and that photo above is a combi of other coms too!

2007-08-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

SHELTER by Corrinne May

What's wrong, what's getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around, with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one.
So don't tell me that nobody gets you'cause
I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door, You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter, my friend

We share a bond, You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
Strip my defences, I catch your pretences
The same blood runs through our veins

I swore I'd be your lifeline
Make a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door, you don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter, my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped to mend, remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter, my friend.

Was on the bus today watching tv mobile, and ah ha! corrinne may's new album :(beautiful seed) struck me! Her songs were just beautiful (: Nice lyrics good voice great melody
I'll be posting her songs in my blog, yeap so do spend some time listening! support local artist! yay! For now enjoy the song : shelter! (love the lyrics)

2007-08-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored out from studying! Cant wait to get over and done with the exams and enjoy my holidays! (: Looking forward to 20th AUGUST! which marks the end of semester exam and marks the start of HOLIDAYSSSS! weee JIAYOU!

Went to NDP parade on 9th august, maybe i've been to ndp too many times that It kind of bores me already. But still ndp at marina bay was something special and some of the performance by the militry was pretty cool.

haha that cute little boy! He kept me entertained before the ndp parade actual starts

Love this star balloon!

Fireworks display was, hmm disappointing ):

Saturday morning! met up with Xingfang,kuoqiang,weimin,jinru and hongyi and we went to St theresa home (: We went to tour around the home and discuss with the in charge what we'll be putting up that day for the elderly. the date is set 6th oct! We'll be putting up a mid-autumn festival performance! Hope our event will be a success!

While touring i took some shots of the home, hmmm although the place was pretty old , it gives me a very special kind of feeling. Not sure how to describe it..

ahh time to study ):

2007-07-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIHAN! :D

Hope you've enjoyed your day though there wasnt any proper celebration. I just wanna say you've been a really great bestie of mine, someone like you is enough to fill my life with laughter and happiness (: Only you can read me at the back of your hand. I know i've said it alot of times but still, thank you for being there for me, and stand by my side whenever I need you, giving me the moral support that kept me going. You're special to me, and i hope our friendship will last for a lifetime..

2007-07-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Since everybody's doing it! let me join in the fun too!

2007-07-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

RAR!! I'm exhausted inside out, I need a B-R-E-A-K!

But I know I Wouldnt be having any at all for the coming weeks! God save me

Its like having cracks in the glass, no matter how well and how much you try to mend it, it still leaks.There's just too much things going on for me to contain. And worse come to worse it maybe shattered into pieces that couldnt be mend in any other ways.

心里的无奈，也需要一点关怀

(These words are just so appropriate, right julia?)

2007-07-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

First thing first! GOH XING YI! i didnt really failed terribly and totally in clearing your ubersuperultra messy wardrobe kay! haha it was in a huge mess but at least it looked wee bit better after my sweatdripping efforts! (: I deserve some commendation!

LEFT(BEFORE),RIGHT(AFTER)

...---... Answer The Call07/07/07

07/07/07 was the day i was looking forth to since last year, simply because I love No.7, in hope to have a memorable one. There wouldn be any more triple 7 till like year 2077? I guess I would be dead by then, haha.But well,still, it was a pleasant day spent. Watched the live earth concert, short video clips, and realised alot of facts that have triggered my selfalarm to play a part in saving the earth.

Below will be a list of things which i'd be doing to play my tiny part in saving the earth!

1) Carry plastic bags in my bag, and refrain from taking any of em during any purchase of goods.

2)Refrain from buying mineral water(as i'm always lazy to bring bottle), and buy nalgene bottle instead!

3) Try to eat at the hawker/canteen rather than having take aways!

4) Switching off the switches of PC,fans,Hi-5 set when not in use. These would save you lotsa electricity even when not in use! switches on=consuming electricity! ( i've learnt it from shihan)

5) Throwing my yakult bottles and plastics material into the yellow recycle bag!

6) Flushing toilets with used water that's collected in the bathroom's pail!

7) Bringing along the recycle bag when i'm going on a shopping trip or whatnots

taaaddaaa! I've gotten myself several of these alr! (:

This is one of my favourite videos! Be inspired! :D
http://youtube.com/watch?v=O8OG4pi8MSQ

For more information go to : http://liveearth.msn.com/, http://www.liveearth.org/

2007-07-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

SELFISH.THE HUMAN NATURE.

I was reminded again of the truth that everybody is selfish. How stupid I am. Trying so hard to give as much as I can.Will I be appreciated in return? Yeap, i may be, so?

Its only right to reserve the best for yourself? You give this much,but you cant expect to get back as much, because you gave it at your own account and who the hell forced you to? nobody. So it isnt your right to ask for more, and the receiver aint oblige to give you anything at all

It makes me wonder, does love equate to how much you would give/reserve?

不公平的世界。。

2007-07-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

CS SUB-COM OUTING!!

Outing was initially destinated at marina bay for steamboat, but in the end after much discussion(I was absent then) they decided marina sq Kbox because kuoqiang wants to sing? And He went kbox like the 2nd time on the same day! RARRRR Kbox cum Buffet dinner was AHH! EXPENSIVE LARR freaking 34 bucks!

SEE THIS THICK STACK OF MONEY?! OUCH!

Kbox was great overall! To think that some of us barely know each other for long yet, this ktv session was a rather good ice breaking one. (: Buffet was hmm not bad i suppose, haha at least much better than what i've expected. It was singinglaughingscreamingcrazing all the way!

MORE photos below

Julia HOHOHO! (x

Together with xingfang! (: They are the girls whom i cant do w/o in the sub com!

I'm sorry julia =x

subcom girls! (liling, denise absent)

SUB-COM0708

2007-06-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

Red Cross Home

It has been a meaningful week of holiday (: community service's first event organised by the sub com members was held at the red cross home and the second was at swami's home!

That's christopher! he has got this special talent, tell him any date in 2007 and he can tell you straight away what DAY is it! (:

Feeding session (:

All who went! (:

Photo credits to Julia!

2007-06-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Donuts!!!

OH JINGYI! HAHA I'VE GOTTEN MINE TOO ALR!

Credit goes to shihan! yeah! THE almighty her who stood and queued for

4 HOURS!!

I was at CS-OC meeting the other day and saw denise sketch book!

love her art, like TOTALLY!

Its gonna be a great week up ahead! (:

2007-06-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

Cuteeeee (:

YAY!!!!

Its THE END of a loooong hectic week! I'm totally drained from the two tests i had.

HOLIDAYYSSS! woohoo!

2007-06-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

THIS IS FOR CHARLENE (:

2007-06-02T14:08:00.001+08:00

Chulin's 18th Birthday Celebration! :D

010607. Celebrated her birthday in advance at novena square (: Outing was an awesome one! And i'm glad we were all able to make it despite our busy schedules. This outing was made possible, thanks to the organiser! And she is none other than shihan! yeap! It took effort and time to get all our dates settled and also wanhua! who picked the location and time.

Love the outing though it was only a short one, had the most tiring and stomach straining laughs and you would just wanna beg to stop! Yeap and that great credit goes to baobao!

HEE! thanks for the gun necklace, baobao!!! AH! :DDDD

Bus ride with baobao and wanhua! gosh, the two childish people! no wonder they are best friends. They were both posing retardly behind my back and instantly, flood me with their photos

OH and baobao alighted first, so wanhua decided we should take ugly photos together!

thats all for today!

2007-05-18T21:41:00.001+08:00

Taken on 180507 18:44

当心情不好时，每个人都会有不同的发泄方式。我啊~在不开心时，会选择踏脚车!! 一直拼命拼命的踩着，享受着迎面而来的凉风和快感。当累透时就放慢脚步，或坐在我最爱的木椅上看着我最爱的夕阳西下!!!美到掉炸! 运动完就饱餐一顿，睡个大头觉! :D

2007-05-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

Why do you still run when you could walk with me

Life will pass you by when you move as quickly

What can you see when you're spinning around

Do you have a little time

Do you have a little time for me

If you should stop for a while

You will find me standing by

Over here at the side of your life

I like to hold you still, Remind you of all you've missed

If you have a little time

If you have a little time that is.

came across this when i was browsing through webs, hmm kinda caught my attention

2007-05-13T13:01:00.000+08:00

美食好介绍! Geylang Lor 29 ! YUMMY YUMMY!

2007-05-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

啊! 好累好累! 好想睡个痛快~!

缘分是个非常奇妙而难以解释的东西
它能让你遇见你很想遇见的人与事，
但往往很多时候，缘分总是在戏弄着我们
你越想遇到的人它偏偏不让你遇见
你越想得到的东西它偏偏百般阻挠，即使你使出十八般武艺都还是会失望而归。
当你下定决心要放弃你那执著的心时，你想得到的又突然全都浮现在眼前
奇怪的是
得到时却没有想象中的快乐，反而是对被取代的而悲哀。

hmmm 得不到的永远是最美的
拥有的不一定是最好的

啊哈! A very random chinese post from me (:

2007-05-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

I was searching for my photos all over just, and i saw this, haha, sorry people but im really tempted to blog these picts on (: Im sure ya'll will have a good laugh looking at those retarded moooves we've once did!

Loves ♥♥♥

2007-05-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

NEED SLEEP

Been having sore throat ulcers on my lips for 2 weeks already, its a torture man! School's been tiring but fun and filling (: Have been spending quite abit of money lately, haha not very sure on where too but well, heck it, money should be spent.AND IM HAPPY,that's the most impt thing. AH! It's another long day in school again tml!

R.E.S.T T.I.M.E

2007-04-22T14:10:00.000+08:00

HOT HOT HOT !!!!

Weather's been very very hot lately, gosh, I would choose to stay home than going out into the scorching sun. But, My school's Lecture halls are like winter, you cant do without sweaters! haha its a really big contrast because my spectacles fogged the moment I stepped out.

Its Monday tml, which means another 5 days of school to go till the next weekend!

To: Wanhua, Reuben, Yuxuan, Von and other tp-ians ENJOY 1ST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! (:

2007-04-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

1st week of school Ended

Its only first week of school and I'm totally drained out already. Reaching home late almost everyday, and after which i'll eat bathe sleep. Practicals were still fun but some lectures were a bore man. My mind couldnt help but drift away as and when throughout the lecture, AT LEAST I didnt sleep.

Went Novena sq with my mum to purchase my handphone and hers, I spent a really long time in the shop talking to that salesman, discussing about the price,functions, durablity,etc etc. And well, I dont have a choice and to settled for K800i which cost 298$. I WAS DYING TO HAVE IT SINCE LONG TIME AGO, but now, not really. Wanted that w880i, but it doesnt have radio and its 2 mega pixels plus the buttons were abit too small for me.

And i've done a simple calculation to compare prices with M1 which is selling at only $98/198$. That guy told me, to have like 200$ trade in pretty impossible UNLESS your phone's like only 6/8months old.But In fact, looking at long term, this phone is cheaper in singtel than it is in M1.

ione plus plan $25.20/mth

Under coperate plan $22.40/mth for 2 years (so i save like $67.70)

Free caller id for 12 mths = $5 x 12= $60

so my phone acty cost : $298-67.70-60 = $170.30!

that's wad made me buy my phone. (:

2007-04-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! FIRST DAY OF YEAR 2 SEM 1

School was great today (: Though the moment i stepped into the clinic lab, i was told off by the lab personnel and lecturers for my pair of forbidden flip flops! haha, i knew there's practical yet i wore it, aint slack and easy anymore! Practical is no joke, i've gotta be more serious with work.

Love handling those trial spects, lens, Va charts FUN FUN FUN!
and YAY HOOO! I'VE GOTTEN MY OPHTHALMOSCOPE AND RETINOSCOPE! coming along with Pd rule, pen touch and stuffs, cant wait to use em! :D

YAWN
off for today

2007-04-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

等了好久，博客终于可以使用华文字了!!!! 太棒了!! :D

2007-04-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

As Aslyn's song is playing..

Logging in and out, I do not know what I should be blogging about, but Im now more or less settled to update my blog alittle. I've been trying to find a word that very much describe my feeling for the start of a new school semester.. It's a rather mixed feeling, excited+anxiety+anticipation+insecurity, I am not quite sure too. Well, really hope it'll be a great semester (: Maybe, I should get myself a cca to feel alive.(Even if it exhausts me entirely)

Let me sum up my LOONG holiday, hmm Holiday in march was kinda dreadfullyboring as much as I remembered, all i did was to rot infront of my PC(watching tons of drama), play my piano once in a while and hang out. April was much better though, (: haha I'm lucky to have missliowshihan to keep me companied, making my sobored days sonotbored! Yeap and havta thank her and yingyin for the ILT job. And Im glad i was able to spend some of my time filling my sketchbook with some random drawings. OTHER THAN ALL THE ABOVE I'VE MENTIONED, THE NEXT MOST FREQUENT THING I DO DURING HOLIDAYS IS TO MOP THE FLOOR! =/

okay let me move on to the outing i had with, Jingyi Yuxuan and Von( who cannot stop playing with her tongue stud).

Haha I'm really glad we were able to meet up despite you guys' busy schedule (((:

Seoul garden was not too great haha because me and jingyi were damn sick of the meat already, but haha its not really the food that matters (: Enjoyed hearing all sorts of juicy gossips and stuffs from them, chilling at starbucks was great too! take care all!

keeping that smile up, no matter what!

2007-04-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

31st MARCH 07

Von's birthday and Her BBQ

WOOHOO! (: Finally saw Miss Yap Jing YI! haha seemed to have grown taller and fitter, BUT she claimed she's below 1.7 I still dont quite believe though. WELL, jingyi I must say you really have grown much prettier too *reluctantly* (: Even after so long, I'm glad we still have that little bit of chemistry haha. EH and you are really indecisive OK, I think im at the MORE decisive side haha because I chose 5 tees and you chose 2 out of the 5 BUT the final ONE was chosen by me! haha. Eh and you better not spill out MY 5 EMBARRASSED MOMENTS OK!

enough of you,

Von's bbq was GOOD, and von thought she's like getting married when everybody came and gathered on her b'day (: Its great seeing all of em after so long, love the chats and laughter haha, especially when HUIJIE around :D I will be missing that huijie! even though you always left us not knowing how to react haha.

Von say must hang out more often! so we better do! (:

take care guys
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO VON!

Refer to jingyi's blog for more details: http://spurtout.blogspot.com/

2007-03-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

GENTING TRIP 23-25 MARCH 07

It was only my 2nd time to genting, 1st time was 10 odd years ago! haha when part of the theme park was under construction still. The first moment i reached genting, i went :" wahpiang! looks like haunted themepark + haunted hotel!" The color combination of the first world hotel reminded me of killer clowns! fortunately i didnt stay there (:

On the 23rd, i managed to get(sneak) pass the casino security while my cousin was being caught, haha he sacrificed himself, i count myself really lucky because he couldnt get through all the other 3 entrances! HEE. Casino was a real eye opener for me, rows and rows of fanciful jackpot machines, many other stuffs like bingo, roulette, and table ones with very pro and experienced banker on each. The staffs were pretty suspicious of me because in the casino were all aunties and uncles which made it more obvious, but ! i still managed to play jackpot! darn fun (:

For the next couple of days, i went around playing arcade, archery, rifles, movie, cyber cafe, nothing much.

haha that's the rifle! decided to post sis's photo because she looks so much cooler! and she's really zhun with her rounds of fire (:

OH YEA, 4D MOVIE WAS A DISAPPOINTMENT =/

As for the food and service sector of genting, argh, sucked too, all the restaurants hired so many staffs yet its just hard to get our orders done. Pizza hut was eeek, all of us agreed. We were reluctant in paying our bills. gosh other than the pizza, the rest cant be eaten. And the people there were unpolite like i owed them moneyy lar..

haha they inflated MAX amount of air into those packs of crackers. Its like gonna explode in no time

Visited Ripley's believe or not museum, i like that place (: It is filled with lotsa artifacts, cool weird and fascinating stuffs.

This chef could stay in the oven till the WHOLE BIG CHUNK of lamb leg is cooked before he gets out. CRAZINESS.

oh haha, that's my shadow! it could stay at the screen after the camera flash FUN! I remember people beside were laughing at my really cool pose ><

TIES TIES TIES!

spot the duck

yay! (:

http://s164.photobucket.com/albums/u29/xweehoox/?action=view&current=MOV00006.flv

(Video above! It was ultra foggy that day, and frigging cold too! you will be able to see the new ride of outdoor theme park.)

i swear it was cold!

Oh i remember i had this encounter with an indian guy. I was at the lobby and he sat beside me, he showed interest in the pen+pad stationary i've won in arcade,i tried so hard explaining its from the arcade and that you can buy it nowhere but he dont understand,so i decided to give him. He was so glad and gave me handshakes, haha had little chats though i couldnt understand him most of the time. and he even wanted my photo before i left. Then i thought, MAYBE he's filthy rich! and might send me a gallon of raw fuel or diamonds! woohoo! andi 'll be filthy rich too.. but well, he didnt.

Another encounter with a little girl who was separated with her mum by the stupid faulty lift door, and that was the second time i couldnt get out the lift in time too. =/ She was so so frightened and kept telling me she wants her mum and to the 8th floor where her hotel is, but the lift only goes either B5 or 1, luckily her maid was at 1 while her mum at B5. (: felt great to comfort a kid. haha i felt like A BIG SISTER! yay :D

2007-03-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

Went over to aunt's house for house warming, preparation was hell but well, had an enjoyable evening there (: Totally loved the mahjong session! haha, my aunts were really good and smart with those tiles. AND! after a decade i finally get to see and play with baby chloe! she looks like a miniature of her dad. haha

Baby chloe was darn attracted to electronic stuffs, television, handphones, watch. all new gens will be so?

TWO HIGHLY RECOM DRAMA BELOW!!

Team medical dragon is Two thumbs up man! if i've got 3 thumbs it'll be 3 THUMBS UP! a must watch (:

2007-03-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

Couldnt fall sleep yesterday night again, i tossed and turned from 1.30 am till 4.15 am till i finally fell asleep. I've gotta adjust back my body clock if not it'll be a disaster when school reopens. =/

Days just dont seem right for me, I feel as though i'm only half awake.. ah wadever
that's all for today

2007-03-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

Once again i tried drawing EYEs! , haha its really tough, but I'M STILL TRYING HARD! (:

BORED!! i'm like watching wadever drama anime that's available on crunchyroll/youtube,currently on corner with love ep13.. oh! bought converse sweater which was on sale, but the sad thing was it isnt my 1st love, no choice, there's no L size left.

2007-03-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

STILL having holidays, but wow school gonna reopen really soon already, and i've yet to find myself a job, still trying and waiting for calls! Anyway outing with charlene and gang , haha i realised i haven seen them for REALLY LONG! good to see them all fine and well (: Was a pleasant outing, medium rare lamb chop was woooosh juicy and yummY! Some photos below:

realbeautycampaign

2007-02-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

But i see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So dont be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
True colors are beautiful like a rainbow..

Overheard this on the tv commercial by DOVE before? Any idea what is this commercial all about? (: Its the Campaign For Real Beauty!

[Why the campaign for real beauty?
For too long, beauty has been defined by narrow, stifling stereotypes. Women have told us it's time to change all that. Dove agrees. We believe real beauty comes in many shapes, sizes and ages. That is why Dove is launching the Campaign for Real Beauty.

Dove's global Campaign for Real Beauty aims to change the status quo and offer in its place a broader, healthier, more democratic view of beauty. A view of beauty that all women can own and enjoy everyday.]

This campaign inspires women and society to have a different viewpoint about what is defined as beauty and the Dove Self-Esteem Fund helps young girls with low body-related self esteem. Yeap, and to understand more about this campiagn, simply go to : http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com

Another video below, well, that's just for fun (:

"Every girl deserves to feel good about herself"

2007-02-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

Gathering today with my aunties and cousins, went Tampines safra's sakura restaurant for buffet lunch, haha well, but i still think the korean cuisine i ate the day before at chinatown was still THE BEST OF THE BEST! MUEHAHA! i totally miss my korean food! aww, its darn cheap and no service charge included! korean food lovers would love it

Address: Mosque street (chinatown), directly opposite CTC travel agency (:

Anyway back to the gathering, i remember all of us eat and eat and eat, had little chats here and there, pleasant lunch i would say (: Wanted to bowl, but the place was fully occupied by the bowling competition. and i saw qinghui!! He's still as tall , yea yea and some photos below..

yay!

AND STUPID JASMINE KOH QING XIANG! I MISS YOU LARR! WHERE HAVE U GONE MAN. HAVEN SEEN U FOR A VERY VERY LOOONG TIME!

2007-02-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

1ST DAY OF CNY

Stayed at home the entire day doing housechores and preparation for the reunion dinner in the evening. Relatives all came my house, and this year, there's an increase in family members, my cousin's boyfriend pierre and my cousin's girlfren from taiwan. Had great dinner, enjoy the little chats here and there, and of course the phototaking session we had. :) i Do cherish what i have now for i dont know in how many years time to come, things might change(Drastically)..

Caught Ghost rider after dinner, the movie was.. er... not to my liking though. yeap photos below:

MESS!

MY uncle on the left looking darn statisfied with his food!

Family photo!

Grandchildren! i'm the youngest!

3RD DAY OF CNY!
I was looking forward to the third day because my clique together with kharloo and reuben came my house to "bai nian". (": It's always great having them around, enjoyed the company, gambling (ahem i still haven get my 1.70) and FOOD! Thanks for coming, when you guys have school the day after, and nearing exams. yeap! ♥ ♥ Some photos below!

Haha, our"jie mei" reuben!

♥

2007-02-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

I totally love Bedok Reservoir's sunset.. (:

And i of course love this bike of mine :)

2007-02-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be 1am again..Time's getting on its pace each day...

i'm dread tired but i just couldnt get to sleep because thoughts are like dark clouds looming over my head since i've woken up. Weeks ago my mind was still preoccupied with my exams but now, emptiness sets in together with many unwanted thoughts. I've heard what i don wished to.. but i dont know what i could say or do anymore, hope things would just get better by the day ;) Delibrately or not dont do that again, give your mind a little rest, things will resolve someday somehow.. No more cries, at least not for me. Wanna thank you for all that you've done, there are so much that i may not know but still, thank you. Friends still :)

hmmm.. are regrets inevitable? no matter how much thoughts you've placed in, sometimes the 0.0001% irrational side of you may end up in a "regretful state", there are just too many "what if.."/ " Ru Guo.." LALALA random!

gosh i cant comprehand myself..Nights out for me

2007-02-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

When was the last time you have actually hug your family or friends? How do you see a hug? Does it even MEAN anything to you?

Well, to me, giving a hug to your loved ones is of a big deal, yet it aint very common among us, among my circle of friends. You may see a hug as mere physical contacts, but NEVER should you EVER underestimate a hug, it simply does wonders! :)

Whenever i have had a badrottenedup day and my mood's totally screwed, what i want arent mouthful of questions or consoling words, i personally feel wad's better than a lending ear would be a comforting hug. yeap. hmmm I've come to realise the existance of this FREE HUG campaign that's going around the world for quite some time already. Its happening in singapore too, If you have seen few people holding a huge "free hug" card walking around the orchard road.

Sometimes, a hug is all what we need.
"Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives. In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal."

The feeling of hug,has its Indescribable extent...

2007-01-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

This was my first eye design while i was really bored during lecture

From then on, i enjoy drawing it! its like relating my passion with my future career..hmm

solarize effect done by my phone.

Rainbow!!! i totally adore rainbow! HA.. (: pretty pretty

2007-01-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

I guess mosquitos are gonna breed right here at my stagnant blog if i still were to not update my blog. Not sure why but i no longer wanna blog about the on going events in my life, unlike how i used to. Without those blog entries to remind me of the past-events, i just hope i can remember all that had happened. (:

Exams are just round the corner, it'll be yet another tough period of time to past! ><
totally detest it.
9 weeks of holidays after that, wonder how it'll be like,i should be going nowhere out of singapore ah wadever~ i'm gonna get really pessi if i were to continue!

that's all for today
take care ppl

i greed for happiness

2007-01-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

school reopens tomorrow, it'll be back to a hectic schedule still the next holiday i guess.
Hope tests and rushing to meet deadlined assignments can occupy my mind alittle.
On friday, i went to this visually handicapped place for CIP. Though we did nothing directly to help the needy people, but when i saw how they moved around in their world of darkness, im really amazed.

(dopt 03)

wo kan de dao ni de gai bian, ni de nu li.
ni de yong xin wo dou kan zai yan li.
qing ni ji xu xiang xin wo.

I thank god i'm still alive and well

2007-01-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

Looking back at 2006, well, i would say alot of things happened esp after the mid. Some of which has unfortunately been into my faded memories. '06 had been a really great year,
those really down moments, emotional stress, problems and stuffs had allowed myself to realise my own strengths and weaknesses. I've really learnt alot from friends around me. Most importantly, through this year i've got to know myself a little more.

Gah. but why do i still feel like i'm still living in 2006.

ANYWAY , in 2007 i guess i'll still be that boring me like how tiffany and charlene used to and still saying about me. yeaps =) But of course i'll change for the better. After much thought, i've decided not to come up with any 2007 resolution. ill just take as it comes.

Lastly, i wanna thank all my friends who had played big or small roles in my life.And Especially to that few special friends whom i really really am glad that i'm blessed with. I love you all.
Have a really great year ahead!
cheers!

2006-12-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

POWER RARRRRRRR

gosh gosh gosh
Now Now even my sister clinched deal and bought her K800i phone.
Its freaking at retail price of 148bucks and delivered right to your doorstep!
I've wanted it a donkey time ago!

fate.
Nvm shall wait patiently for the price to drop further or that a better model would come by. ><

Alot of work not done. good luck to myself
2007 is round the corner, gotta start thinking about my new year resolution.
Meanwhile i shall rot infront of my com and enjoy the night's cold breeze.
chill all!

2006-12-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

I bought this few days ago. It's a pretty good time killing activity.Haha. I guess i'm buying more to do over the holidays..

2006-12-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

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ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RARRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2006-12-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

I dont know what i should update on
I just know for the past i dont know when
i was rushing reports and preparing presentation
Now that its over, it only indicates holidays are coming
Long waited...

Hmm. Wanna thank those who've in one way or another wish me on my birthday
haha yea it came abit too late but hope u guys wouldn mind =)

Alright i shall name them out in no particular order

Shihan
wanhua
chuilin
charlene
tiffany
kahfai
jianxiong
kharloo
reuben
changli
jingyi
Yuxuan
weikhim
isabel
Shalynn
Fabian
Calvin
Bernerd
soonfong
kokting
xueting
michelle
shimin
pinjing
carmen
pikxuan
lilin
my family and cousins

thanks all. sorry if i've forgetten any of you
oh ya
To jingyi: thanks for ur xmas card. I'm really really surprise to receive your card. I still kept the older ones u sent! =)

2006-12-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Its all so different now that i 've realised
how big an impact a person can differ when he/she is not physically around.
You might think sometimes that even if you were to disappear one day, nobody will notice, nobody's life will be affected by your absence.
totally wrong.
No matter how insignificant you are, the truth is your presence do affect.
well.. i felt so not simply because my mum's overseas and everything is kinda chaotic.
Is because of my grandma's death almost a year ago already.
Thing did change drastically, the ties between me and cousins, my aunties and uncles.
I arent sure what happened between the adults but i know they have some disputes over certain matters. i hardly see my cousins at all already, needless to say my aunties. its kinda sad when things arent that when we were young, less complicating. Or it was THAT complicated just that i was too young to realise it. We dont play like we used to anymore, we have this barrier inbetween, this awkardness and they to me are like strangers. i dont know what's going on in their lives anymore. And i dont even know they'll be moving house.

that house. was where my mum stayed when she was young, where she got married, where our family had loads of memories there.everything beside the house changed, from kampong to terraces housing, but it'l soon be gone. All that memories seemed to have been buried tgt with my grandparents. i wonder how they feel if they were to see how things had changed.

i miss that house.
That house which was once filled with warmth and laughter.

2006-12-03T14:26:00.000+08:00

1ST dec! FRIDAY

Friday was a pretty LONG day for me. Had school from 8am-6pm, and had microbiology test. it was badly screwed i think.Ha! looks like i really did underestimated MCQ questions. nvm heck it.

after school wenta Reuben's family chalet! yay.. A great time for gathering and unwinding all the stress i had in sch previously. for that really must thank reuben! haha. its really great to see old pals like the Ultimate No. 1 "Ai Sui" selina! suqin kahang minglong changli and the rest! and definitely my clique ppl weeeeeee~ EXCEPT LEE BAOBAO LA!
Anyway photos below!

haha i dont know since when kahang wanhua and chuilin took that pict. but well.. they really do have that disgusted looks on em! OH SELINA! must be u! HEE.

ah ignore my hand. not sure why i like to do that.

kahang and wanhua! why do i think ah hua looks like Eurasian?!! haha =)

that very cute girl is shi en.. reuben's cousin i think.

2006-11-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

In every heart there is a room

A sanctuary safe and strong

To heal the wounds from lovers past

Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones

You answered me with no pretense

And still i feel i said too much

My silence is my self defense

And every time i've held a rose

It seems i only felt the thorns

And so it goes, and so it goes

And so will you soon i suppose

But if my silence made you leave

Then that would be worst mistake

So i will share this room with you

And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed

It's just as well for all i've seen

And so it goes, and so it goes

And you're the only one who knows

So i would choose to be with you

That's if the choice were mine to make

But you can make decisions too

And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes

And you're the only one who knows.

(read this poem from a blog.sets me thinking)

I'm trapped..

2006-11-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

I feel lost
My track of thoughts is currently in a whirlpool of confusion
I tried hard to focus and THINK
No matter how, i just could not grasp my thoughts
I dont know where to start,
I dont know how to think.
I dont know what's the best solution
RARR
I just know i hate myself for being SO insensitive.
I'm practically insensitive to everything
I'm doing things which lead to ultimate consequences which i do not mean it and i didnt realise it until its all too late.
WHY WEESING! RAR
i thought pain could wake me and have me re-focused
but im foolish.
i guess i deserved to be alone,
that i'll stop hurting the ones i love.
i'm a goner
forgive me..

i don even understand myself, needless to say, understand others.
does growing a year older helps? i really hope it does.

2006-11-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

HA! ok i know i know.. i'm finally back to update!
Days had passed so quickly, school has been hectic as i've freakingirritatingtimeconsumingenergydraining TESTS. gawddd.. haix and i blanked out during pathology test. i blamed myself for last minute preparation. wadever. heck
well..i shall briefly update an overview of wonderful events i've been through! haha

8th Nov

I had outing in town with polymates! i remembered everyone of us had LOTSA FUN. it was really high-uped. haha :) and i rmb me and shihan tgt with seeling xueting were being nice ppl to wait for Lee Bao Bao to knock off from work! ahem! i'll put up some photos here!

ah and neoprint LA!

10th Nov
I think i wenta xueting house together with shihan and seeling for MAHJONG!!! =)))

Start of school, i mugged hard for ocular anatomy, oh and got back my paper just the day after.
and for the whole week i'm like a zombie. cant remember what happened alr.
Pikxuan b'day coming! yay!
and then it'll be clara's
then mine! muehahaha..

17 I'M COMING! u wait.

2006-11-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

its e learning week yet i have to wake up at 6 plus for school. Did character development skit before practical. haha had lotsa fun with my group mates =) hope it turns out as well. After which we had visual optics practical, it was swiftly done as it didnt take much time.

wenta meet xueting at orchard for express teppanyaki!! heh =) from hating it to lovin it. its nice =) But still prefer tampines one. and we watched Covenent at 5plus. well the movie was alright becos there are like really hot guys inside. haha. but overall i think underworld was a much much better movie =) enjoy it though.

that's all for today!
looking forward to karaok-ing!
YAY! finally

bits and pieces of memories.

2006-11-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

I was packing my drawers and ~~cupboard~~ table today. Then came to realise i've kept alot of things given by all my friends including some seniors and juniors, it can traced back to as early as kindergarten though i couldnt remember some of their names. Losta fond memories, those letters, cards, encouraging tiny notes, birthday gifts, even reciepts i've kept plus MANY many others! haha. some photos below!

This are tiny little encouraging notes given by my "angel" in secondary two when
our class were playing angel mortal game =)) shit but i forgot who's my angel. if i've not gotten wrongly it should be silin.

CNY, christmas, b'day cards! plus LETTERS! love those letters! mostly contributed by shalynn silin kharloo charlene. thanks all!

heh this was one of the many things my dear kharloo loo did for me! =) she's sooo sweet.

This bottle! ah! haha given by kharloo too when we were in secondary two. still remember jingyi yvonne kahfai plus many others came my house,then kharloo si dou bu give me this present. haha. i took much effort to get this from her. Is nice what? dont know wad u thinking at that time =) however this made it memorable! oh and she just told she bought those flowers tgt with shihan, but that time me and shihan werent classmates nor friends yet. wow. haha

YUXUAN! dont know whether u still reads my blog. BUT! this was a birthday card you've made for me! =))

Wallet on the left was given by paula =) i'm still using the keychain she gave!
and the billabong wallet by Xiuru and Shanyan when i was in primary sch =)))

And as i was looking at all the letters, i stumbled upon this particular reply letter by Alicia tan, ex Gmss mates wud know who.

The letter goes ..
Weesing,
Ya i got 1000 guys in my MSN contacts. No good friends also got. In rosuth primary. Ya, they siao.Never on my phone 1hr got 1000 sms inbox full. Ya many wanna escort me home. Everyday wil.l receive flowers. I always got ppl like. i wanna go crazy liao! ya all the guys i like are super smart all in special stream and humorous. haha dun tell anyone and write back k?
Alicia.

HAHAHA! iguess i didnt reply her letter from then on, who careS? haha. This letter was probably written in secondary 1. =) no offence alicia!

2006-11-02T11:05:00.000+08:00

Weee~ Had outing with old peeps! they were none other than charlene, tiffany,kahfai, jianxiong,shuheng,daniel and hanlin! Haven seen some of them since....since... freaking national day la! heh this outing was to celebrate kahfai's long belated birthday, yeap and we went ngee ann city for SEOUL Garden! As most us were damn damn hungry, we ate and ate and ate... till me and shuheng got sick of char siew chicken all thanks to charlene who only picked that. rarrrr haha. had fun while eating, and i was having a super bloated stomach. Not long after both hanlin and tiffany then slow pokes arrived. they had ajisan ramen. if im not wrong we were..or THEY were talking real loudly at the restaurant.hahaha. the joke was shuheng chose TURKEY over Hanlin. hmmm i think tiffany popped out the idea of having a chalet, and thus we started finding a SUITABLE dates for all of us. but apparently there aint any conclusion even till we are almost leaving somerset. =.= yea and kahfai said he could alr remember all our schedules. haha. so i concluded myself that there's no chalet, and only charlene's hotel for her birthday.hope i'll be able to make it. hmm.

2006-10-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

Went Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe with polymates today, all of us pon-ed our lessons and decided to eat there. Michelle "highly recommended" (adapted from shihan.2006) grilled char siew and Egg rice, so all of us except xt ordered that. HMMMM.. the recommendation was er.. uh.. eh... ahem not bad i supposed. HEE. WEll let's not comment about it anymore, the next highly reommended dish was the Mango Snow Ice. THAT'S THE BEST! YUM YUM YUM! its really really really very mangoish and yum yum ! ahh shihan too bad u werent there, u're sure to love it! NVM! there's always next time because i'm craving for it alr!! =)
that's all for today!

RARRRRRRRRR

below is youtube clips my lecturers showed us a few days ago.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rg7Dl7n8bY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgS34L_nF-o

2006-10-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

how i wish i could have taken design as my course

how i wish i could just stay away from mind bobbing sciences

and be where i want myself to be

where my passion lies.

many a times i have ideas in my mind, all planned.

But, i do not possess the skills required to take practical actions on my ideas.

And in the end, my ideas were thrown behind.

GAH!

2006-10-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

Good things just aint coming my way.
it hurts to see her crying over the phone yet i do not have the courage to even speak a word of consolation.
why cant he just GO.
he doesnt love himself why drag others along.

2006-10-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

My uncle was warded in the hospital
due to serious diabetes and kidney failure
and he fell twice when warded once coma. gah
what's worse was he kena cheated his hp and money by a warded person.
now my mum's so vexed about the hospital bills and his carelessness.
zhen me shuo ye shi qin ren. bu bang bu xing. zai zhen me bu hao ye bu neng jian si bu jiu.
just hope he gets better.

haix. when will these kinda days be over, hao nan guo.

2006-10-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

Will there be light after the storm?

crumpled

RANDOOMMM

2006-10-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

KABOOM! updating time!

gah sch's exhausting man! Long dreadly timetable is killing me!

10th oct Tues - Character development class

monica wanted ask to build the tallest structure as possible with the limited number of straws given. We arent allowed to use any cutting or sticking tools. just straws and straws alone.
My grp consist 5 ppl. initially we were like.. alamak. sure lose de, we even begun to fold stars with the straws. Till the point we knew there werent much time left, we started building our structure. it was kinda wobbly, yet never did we expect ourselves to win the little competition! hahaha! BLOW WIND BLOW! 1 blow 2 blow 3blow our structure stands firmly! =)

our structure is much taller than siqi! hee. its almost touching the lights above!

my group. from left siqi,pikxuan,joanne,carmen and me!

Random picts!

pikxuan,xueting,me,shi~~min!

shimin pikxuan michelle and me!

Fri at MObbly in sp. gathering time!

SATURDAY! 14TH OCT!

clique outing! woot! always love it! =) Wasnt having a very high mood today at home, hmmm but somehow felt better during the gathering! thanks. VIVO CITY was where we targetted.
Some shops werent open yet, the place is big and well, a wide variety of things to shop for IF u have the funds. alright some picts below!

chuilin and me!

me shit ahkang ah hua and lee bu bu ! <3

that is my admission card !!

HAD dinner with my family after that to celebrate my moma's birthday! ate sakae sushi! =))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMA!

some gross contents.

2006-10-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
DR ONG WEE SING DID DISSECTION OF THE PIGGY'S EYE TODAY!!
WOOOHOO

PIG'S EYE

MY SURGERY TOOLS~!

The most important lead the SURGEON! hadmy gloves and apron on
and the best part wasi've got the talented professional look. lol
i'm all ready to dissect.

TADDAAAAA! the surgery was a total sucess...er.. except for the iris.
from the extreme left..
adipose and muscle tissues, kena squashed iris, round crystal clear lens, transparent jelly like
vitreous humor, posterior cornea and lastly the anterior part of the eyE!

ps: sh thanks for some of the spellings.

2006-10-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

specially for you.

2006-10-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KAHFAI!!!!!!
ALL THE BEST FOR PROMOS!

And
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY TO ALL THE KIDS LIKE ME OUT THERE! =DDDD

2006-09-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

gah. my blogger had some problems.i've forgotten i rewrite this entry for how many times. so i've decided to screenshot it. uh haha jiu jiang jiu dian. if cannot see also nvm. not important anwyay =)

2006-09-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUETING!!!!!!

gahhhh

2006-09-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

got back my results some days ago
it was darn disappointing.
it sucked big time
still cant quite get over it.
for i know what lies ahead of me will be many times more difficult.
=(

gah oh well..
holidays ending!
tormenting days aint far reached..
good luck to myself

2006-09-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

WEeeee~
Alright ppl i'm back from korea on 7th sept, hee just darn lazy to update my blog. But before any friend of mine come bashing me i better update it now! =))
I LOVE KOREA! haha i kinda missed it now already.
i missed the fresh air
i missed the food esp: sticky rice
i missed the clean toilets
i missed the vegetables there
i missed the trees, leaves, soil.
haha
i admire the effort the govt and citizens have put in for their environment.
they PROTECT the earth! they are the earth savers! Firstly, their ppl fill the recycle bins.
They do not use disposable utensils, they do not throw used tissue paper into the toilet bowls, they do not provide plastic bags in supermarts, u havta request and pay for every bag. MANY MORE! =) koreans are healthy ppl too.. of all the meals i've eaten.the meat content is like little or none. They do not usually eat oily food too. After the korea trip, i realise i'm getting abit sick of fried stuffs and meaty foodie. ah~ shall change for the better. =) LESS MEAT MORE VEGE!
For my trip, its 6 days in rural 2 days city, more of sightseeing. 75% of it is mountaineous so.. yeap.

haha. And 1 of the place i'll nvr forget will be the spavalley! SPA. we don hav it in singapore. Anyway in there we were suppose to strip, and then bathe first before soaking in the soups. shiokkk ! i tried the infared tanning too. and i paid 20000w for body scrub.. i could see how dirty i were when those black wu gou came off my skin. hahaha. =X
ahh. let me post some photos below!

EVERLAND

4 season garden

FOOD

haha i still rmb i couldnt pick up any thing with the flat metal chopsticks at 1st. hee.
oh i don like kimchi!

traditional wedding ceremony! i'm the bridesmaid
my tour group

random photos!

me and rocks. i rock!

hug hug hug!

ahh last photo!! haha i think u getting sick of me only ME in the photos!
weeeeeeeeee~

2006-08-31T16:31:00.000+08:00

best photo of the day!
isabel threehill! =) and shihan

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!!!!

FLYING TO KOREA TONIGHT..
BACK ON 7TH SEPT.

do u know what do u want in life?

2006-08-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

Is admiring the beautiful soft sunset part of your everyday life?

It is August already.What a hectic 8 months to pass. Life has been different ever since i graduated from secondary school. Well not all things have changed, but some and many things did change. To the good ? or to the bad? i don't know.I'm getting very exhausted with my life right now, till a point in which when i look into the mirror i ask myself.."weesing, what do u exactly want to in your life? what have you been doing?" my ans: I dont know

I seemed to have lost the motivation in poly. i begin to question myself what is my purpose. what do i wanna achieve? why didnt i manage to put my thoughts into practical actions? what is wrong? i guess it's time i spend some quality with myself. i needa find back wadever i've lost and get all charged up again.

i need a rest

1 more paper to go.

PERSEVERE!

Real? corrupted? or fake?

2006-08-15T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday afternoon around 4.15pm, i took a bus and alighted at one of the bustop in eunos. Then, as always, i'd cross this particular road,*this particular road is crossed by many everyday*, which i aint suppose to cross because there is NO traffic light. below is a masterpiece of an illustration..

The red arrow is where me and other would cross everyday. The dotted blue arrow is the path where good singapore citizens would choose to take. choice: To walk 2x of the distance, and wait for 3 traffic light to reach destination, OR to cross A road without any traffic light? of cos the 2nd one! haha. But ytd, something out of the norm happened. Weesing was unfortunately stopped by a jing cha shu shu!.. -_______-! i didnt see him there..and so.. he requested for me and a grp for our ICs. Then there's this woman who kept questioning the traffic police about the 20$ fine thing, i was getting rather impatient because i'm rushing to sch!
MINUTES LATER...
"its only a verbal warning this time"
phew, i thought. saved my 20$ =)
Then that woman who had gotten me very impatient was walking with me to the mrt station. she was like " u know why i question him so much?" i'm like.. doo? haha. she went.. YADA YADA YADA. Her Main pt was.. she thought it was weird because the traffic police asked her and US to give him 20$ str away and he'll treat it as a warning. But in actual fact when u're caught.. a recipt would be issued and u'll pay the fine Not to him but to a i dunno wad place. yeap.
she was suspecting whether the he was an imposter.
hmm or maybe a corrupted police?
this incident certainly raised my awareness against traffic police haha.
i should have walked away like some of the others do. BO CHAP!

And because of that i reached sch rather late, and couldnt study much already. oh well, it doesnt make much of a diff. THE exam was ARGGGGGGGH, gave me headaches! ha. But i do like the late exam time slot from 6pm to arnd 8pm. and i do like the atmosphere when like the whole poly having exam.haha. TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO! jiayou!